What if I never had children? What would I have done with my life instead? (would I have been happy?)
What if I had stayed married to my children's father? (would I have spiraled down in to the pit of misery that I had predicted?)
What if I had chosen a career instead of caring for people? (what would I have become?)
What if I died today? In those last waking moments before giving over to death - would I be happy with the choices I have made throughout my life? Would I be content knowing that I had done enough, been enough, gave enough....loved enough?
Could I die peacefully - my job here done?
Yes.....I think so.
A question....(or two)
