You'd think after all these years I wouldn't miss you so much. But I do. I miss you when I'm happy - because I want to share that happiness with you. To see your face light up ..........to hear your laughter to see the joy in your eyes.
I miss you when I'm cooking.....in those moments when I have forgotten your "secret" blend of ingredients and would have picked up the phone and called you, when you were still here. Why didn't I write them down? Because I never once thought there would be a time that I needed to.
Most of all though, I miss you when I am sad or confused because it's then that I need to lean on you and draw comfort and strength from your love. Your love was without condition, it asked for nothing and it gave everything.
Miss you much
